Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Reflections on the Marathon: New Strength


“But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength.”  Isaiah 40:31

Post-race picture with Yvonne and Joshua
After months of training and planning, October 13 finally arrived!   I was excited to tackle my first marathon, the Bank of America Chicago Marathon.   It was a beautiful morning and perfect running weather.  

I’m grateful for all my family and friends who have supported and encouraged me throughout my training and on race day.  I’m grateful that I was able to run to raise support ($4,445… praise God!) for the children and youth of Bethesda Church in Bolivia.  These gifts are going to go a long way in providing care and resources for young followers of Jesus in Bolivia!

My motto and prayer going into the race was “weak made strong.”   I knew that I needed Christ’s strength and presence to endure and fight through the challenge. Near the end, I reached a point of desperation where I knew I had nothing left within me, and I started to pray Isaiah 40:31.  God gave me new strength to carry me through the final part of the race, and I give Him all thanks that I was able to finish.  

I came so close to my goal of breaking the 4 hour barrier.  My official time was 4:00:49.  I will walk you through the race and some of my thoughts at the different points.  

Miles 1 - 3

I knew the first few miles would be tough.  I typically feel a little sluggish at the beginning of a run, and the marathon was no exception.  It also didn’t help that the pace group I was running with started extremely fast (40 seconds faster than race pace on a couple of the first miles).  I was looking at my watch in surprise.  My body definitely felt the fast start.   I got to see Yvonne, Joshua, and my parents around mile 3.  That was awesome!  It definitely gave me a boost, and I gave Joshua a high five as I ran past them. 

Getting ready to give Joshua a high five

















Mile 5

At mile 5, I finally started to get in a rhythm and was feeling better about the run.  I stopped at every aid station to take Gatorade and walked for a few seconds to make sure I could drink it all and stay hydrated.  Honestly, throughout the race, every time I saw an aid station, it was a tremendous blessing!  My body was thankful for the sugar and the energy boost. 

Mile 12

I was hoping to see my family again around mile 11, but I missed them since they were on the other side.   At first, I was really bummed about it, but then God reminded me of His presence and picked me up.  I got ahead of the pace group at this point in the race and was feeling really good running solo.  But I didn’t want to risk getting too far ahead of myself with 14 miles to go.  So I slowed down and re-joined the pace group. 

Mile 16

I had one of those defining moments at mile 16, when I asked myself the question, “Why am I doing this?”  It was a moment of doubt.  But then, I started thinking about the kids at Bethesda Church in Bolivia and began to pray for them.  The song, “You’re Beautiful” by Phil Wickham came on my playlist.  As I listened to this beautiful song reminding me who God is, I was running up a hill towards Willis Tower in the distance reflecting on the greatness and awesomeness of our God.  It was one of the best moments of the race for me. 

Mile 21

Running through China Town

I saw my family again around mile 21 in China Town.  Again, it was a big boost, and I stopped to give Yvonne a kiss and told her I love her.  5 more miles to go, and I was feeling okay.  

Mile 22

Potential disaster almost struck around mile 22.  I was trying to pass someone, and my left foot hit the curb causing me to be in an awkward position.  I felt like I got shot in the leg as a cramp screamed up the back of my right leg. I have never experienced a cramp like this.  At this point in the race, I had already seen so many people cramping up and having to stop and stretch.  Feelings of fear started to creep in.  Do I need to stop?  Do I need to walk the rest of the way?  I kept going and after about a half mile, the cramp went away.  Thank you, Lord. 

Miles 23 - 26.2

At mile 23, I started to feel empty like I had nothing left.   I wasn’t sure how I was going to finish the final 3 miles.  It felt like such a long way to go.  I started praying Isaiah 40:31 and asking God for new strength.   I waited on Him and around mile 25, God gave me something extra to get through that final mile. 

For some reason though, that final 0.2 mile is no joke! You would think that after 26 miles, 0.2 miles would be easy.  But it is not... especially in Chicago because you turn and go up a hill.   You make another turn and then you eventually see the finish line.  I pumped my fist when I saw the finish line.  Finally! 

When I was walking out of Grant Park to meet my family, that is when I started to get emotional and felt what I had just accomplished.  26.2 miles… crazy!  

I’m so thankful to God for this milestone and experience.  I know that God gave me new strength to meet a challenge that was harder than I ever thought.   I am a marathon finisher and am excited to continue running for God’s glory!  

Thursday, October 10, 2013

"Are you ready?"


This is the question that many of you have asked me this week.  I do appreciate the question and your interest as marathon day approaches (3 more days!).   The other question I have been asked a lot recently is “Are you nervous?”  The answer is yes to both questions!

Yes, I'm a little nervous!  I’m most nervous about the dynamics of running with 45,000 other people.  I’m curious how I will handle running in a pack for most of the race, and I’m hoping it won’t be a distraction and that I will be able to find my groove and rhythm.  I can also see how running in a pack could be a big boost and encouragement knowing that I’m not alone.  I'm also really hoping that I don't need to go to the bathroom during the race! :) 

Yes, I do feel ready, and I’m really excited for Sunday! I’m grateful for the training journey and for all the miles I've logged so far.  God has been faithful and has given me strength and protection throughout the journey.  There were a couple setbacks with sickness and injury, but even with those, I look back as much needed breaks and time for my body to rest and heal.   My hope is that Sunday will be a glorious day and experience.  I’m excited to see how God will provide and give me the strength to go all the way to 26.2.

I’m thrilled for all the people that have made donations and are praying for the children and youth at Bethesda Church.  It is awesome to know that these beautiful Bolivian kids are being cared for and provided for.  Thank you, God! 

 I’m thankful for my amazing wife, my children, and my other family members who have supported me throughout this journey and will be there on Sunday cheering me on.  I’m grateful for all my friends who have taken an interest in my training even though they aren’t into running at all.

I’d appreciate your prayers on Sunday and for God to continue the work that He has begun in me through running.   This is a prayer that I have prayed many times during my runs, and I invite you to pray this with me and for me:

“I kneel before you, God, the One who loves me, created me, sustains, and gives me life and I run not for myself but for your glory.”